whee~

many many things to catch up!

owh.. i mean homework movies~

Inkheart, Bride Wars, Underworld, Bedtime Stories, Red Cliff and They Wait~

okay i know... i'm soooooo outdated.. 

so, in order to catch up, i don't care if i'm gona go to cinema alone..

i USED to hate walking alone at malls as it look pathetic [ i thought so]..

but soon.. i found out it's another way to spend your time walking, doing things slowly and it's kinda enjoying..

any day of the week if i'm free i would just drive down to pyramid or perhaps 1u and watch'em all =D

P.S. Hunting for Roxy/Esprit purse and MORE Esprit outfits!! =D

FOOL

6am..

if it's on weekdays i would be holding my phone in my hands after turning off the alarm, but still lying on the bed..

then my father would be the one waking me up and knowing that i'm running late, i would treat people who try to to me very rudely..

okay, that's not the point.. LOL

my donkey brother kept persuading me to play Diablo II with him just now.. he just realised i could play in the game with him using LAN!

and being the usual self who would try to sacrifice as much as i can for others.. i let him install the game and promised to play with him..

and.. at one go.. we played till 5am!!

to me, he is a darn pro gamer.. if you get to know him well i bet you would agree with me =)

actually it was fun lar.. unlike other siblings who could spend time together most of the time, he went to Singapore after Standard 6.. leaving me alone over here..

i could still remember how much i hoped they wouldn't let him go so that he could stay in Malaysia and play with me..

but he's just too smart i guess.. =(

and 6 yrs is it.. i would still wonder how everything would be if he didn't manage to get in Hwa Chong..

as all this time i would look at siblings who are very close to each other with envy expression..

seriously..

but there's no turning back right now.. =(

i want to spend more time with him.. =(

i've got less than 3 hrs of sleeping time..

tomorrow's gona be a hectic day.. =/

nitez nitez.. (-.-)Zzz..

P.S. Archuleta just don't fail to sing out the words in my heart =)

You want somebody, just anybody 
To lay their hands on your soul tonight 

-Desperate by David Archuleta

Thank you?

in order to show my gratitude..

the only thing i did was to thank her..

i know just a mere thank you isn't enough..

but i seriously don't know what else i could do..

i wanted to do something more than a "Thank You"..

and the first thing that came into my mind is to pay her..

but i scared she would misunderstood that i take her as a money minded person..

so i didn't take that move..

and i walked away..

walked away at the same time feeling darn guilty!!

garrrhhh.... i feel bad...

btw.. she's damn pretty and sweet =D

and most importantly kind..

what i can do right now is to hope....

hope God will Bless Her! =)

it's 2.30a.m. already!!

a few more hours and holiday's officially over..

i'm craving for sushi and lamb... T.T

sushi? since a few days ago.. lamb? since a few hours ago..

if i haven't eaten them by Mon, i would drive all the way to a shopping mall and get them in my tummy!! =D

FYI

i'm mean

i'm evil

i'm vicious

i'm selfish

i'm arrogant

i'm greedy

i'm stingy

i'm possessive

i'm egotistical

i'm cruel

i'm stupid

i'm slow

i'm foolish

i'm gloomy

i'm ambitious

i'm creepy

i'm grumpy

i'm helpless

i'm obnoxious

i'm crazy

i'm hollow

i'm ignorant

i'm idioatic

i'm snobbish

i'm sulky

i'm useless

i'm unfriendly

i'm thoughtless

i'm troubled

i'm confused

i'm a coward

i'm a moron

i'm a dreamer

i'm a materialist

i'm a pessimist

i'm a loner

I'M A LIAR

just so you know..

i want to shut myself from the world

grr [the blog title? no idea.. i just copied and pasted]

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
duh~ it's like a total turn off

2. How about drinking?
as long as he/she is not an alcoholic

3. Do you liked someone you can't have?
yea... 

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
hmm.. i guess so

5. Whats your favourite sport?
anyything except from merely running!

6.Its saturday night,you're homealone..what do you do?
read? watch? chat? sleep? it depends...

7. Do you like roller coasters?
yeap yeap

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
gawd knows

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
chicks and dudes who are hawt hawt hawwwwwtttt 

10. What are you doing this weekend?
going for a trip..

11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
a lot lar =.=

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
duh~

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
yea.. coz it's a dare!!!

14. Do you like anyone right now?
yeap

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their most attractive part lar..

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
beach

17. What kind of phone do you have?
nokia N73

18. Computer or laptop?
Laptop

19. Jeans or sweats?
jeans for pants and sweats for shirt

20. Which year has been the best so far?
the best? no idea..

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
18

22. What should you be doing right now?
sleep

23.What is your favourite tv show?
a lot lar dumb ass

24. What's been your last purchase?
TGI's food

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
garh... no!!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
of course what..

27. What do you do when you're at home?
Anything

28. What is your favourite subject?
so far? hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. ??? LOL

29. What's the best things happened on you?
gdi.. there's too much things which are best to me

30. 10 person to tag :
-sf
-jeff [better do'em all.. u promised..hehe]
-alex
-amanda
-chi yin
-gillian
-ken ling
-yozer
-tiff
-jason

arghh!!

i forgot!!!

i didn't record until!!

i wanted to record the sound of the waves!!

grr... actually throughout the trip i kept thinking of recording it..

just that the time we were at the sea is in the afternoon..

i wanted to record it at night when only sounds of the waves could be heard..

but what we've been doing at night wass drinking liquor liquor liquor!!

haihz...

but there's nothing to complain about the trip!!

it's just too fun =D

now that I'm back

I've got too much things to do..

applications for this and that, practices for this and that and also on my studies..

my result dropped like hell last semester.. =(

i don't like it..

and i don't want it to happen again..

and i don't want to waste my parents money..

so i must practise!!

no matter how much i don't like practising..

haihz

p.s. i miss my friends.. T.T